It's been a fine week with fine weather and everything. But I feel stressed. It's weird, yes, but how come.. even after stepping down and throwing away my workloads and all those.. I still am not feeling like myself? I feel shitty.
Right?Yea.. shitty. I feel like a piece of shit.
I wanted to come over to this third week of school hols so much.. but the first thing I got was a fever, headaches, sneezes, uncontrollable yawns, restlessness and tiredness. I don't understand what exactly is so wrong with me. I stopped meals for 2 days and only had the appetite for 3 tune sandwiches for those 2 days. The thought of food is great, but my stomach doesn't coordinate, and rejects all the food i ate.
Sickness.. shitty sickening feeling of exhaustion.
{the riddle of red}
